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Melancholia Unbounded

by The Birdwatchers

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1.
Interference 05:59
Wear it on your sleeve Some things wear you down Some things never change Nothing comes around anymore No one left to blame Nothing more to give Rather quit the game That's no way to live "Everything always works out Everything happens for reasons you Probably don't understand Trust me, it makes this much easier Maybe it's fine to be sad Certainly life is not fair, but be Mindful of what you once had Know that it's not always terrible” Gripped, imagining Ways this could go wrong Just to smile and say You knew it all along Ash and blackened coals Waiting for a spark Lost warmth long ago The fire has gone dark "Everything always works out Everything happens for reasons you Probably don't understand Trust me, it makes this much easier Maybe it's fine to be sad Certainly life is not fair, but be Mindful of what you once had Know that it's not always terrible” No one left to blame Nothing more to give Rather quit the game That's no way to live
2.
Cellophane 05:15
Driving 805 miles to see family Podcasts and artists' entire discographies Falling asleep Falling asleep in the back seat Taking antiquated formats for the archives Developing canisters of moments stored in books Break at the seams Empty the rolls in the darkroom Rather, you know Everything moves on without you But it's never gonna work out But it's never gonna work out Finding there's hardly ever time to spend on hobbies Painting biological rings under eyes Settle for less Settle for less than you wanted Can't help feeling anything but apprehension At least the articles oppose the tangerine Finally face Probably won't face consequences Cover their eyes History won't view them kindly But it's never gonna work out But it's never gonna work out But it's never gonna work out (Cellophane) (More of the same) But it's never gonna work out (Things are clear now) But it's never gonna work (Cellophane) (More of the same) But it's never gonna work out (Things are clear now) But it's never gonna work out (Cellophane) (More of the same) But it's never gonna work out (Things are clear now) But it's never gonna work (Cellophane) (More of the same) But it's never gonna work out (Things are clear now)
3.
Problematica 05:09
You've been given a golden ticket. You've already won the opportunity lottery, yet you're too fucking stubborn to cash it in. You've made your bed, now lie down. How many times is this? You don't deserve this life. You don't deserve this success, this safety net, this relative normalcy. What have you done? What effort have you put in to justify this comfortable existence you've led, where conflict seems to work itself out and the concept of long term consequences is negligible at best? Nothing. You have done nothing to make the best of your privilege. Instead you continuously perform the bare minimum required to skate by. You have no clearly defined work ethic, and you bounce from one flash hobby to the next as soon as you start to lose interest, avoiding anything that might be challenging or otherwise unpleasant, continuing your desperate search for something to hold your attention. All the while, oblivious to your surroundings. Don't try to seek comfort in justification. Everyone fights to keep their head above water, so that's no reason to always take the path of least resistance. You should have done more. All your financial woes are just the product of you taking the easy way out. You should have done more. All the feelings of inadequacy you constantly face can be traced back to this. Because why would anyone want to put in the time for someone who has not put the time in, himself? You should have done more. You think you don't measure up to your peers? Well, you don't. Hindsight is 20/20, and here it's 20 fucking 10. The world may be uncertain and unfair, you may have been cursed with bad chemistry, but that's no excuse for complacency. It just means you have to work that much harder. Don't complain. All your problems stem from your refusal to play ball like the rest. It's all you. You should have done more. "I've given all that I have" It's always necessary Don't recognize what I am Adapted to the symptoms It figures, that's how it ends With total shutdown policy The funeral drum plays pretend I'm marching to its rhythm Guess that's the way that it goes
4.
I'm still unarmed Not equipped to understand Sounding alarms Doesn't make a lesser man All ends the same All roads leading to nowhere Zero sum games Always add up to nothing And it goes on Suspiciously working out too well As Sisyphus battles up the hill Begrudgingly forced to start again The cyclical trials never end Coat in a sheet of ice Ignore well-meaning advice I swear, all roads lead to ruin They'll say "alter what you're doing" I know "Just wait for your day" Wait silently
5.
Sprawled out in the living room surrounded by boxes And bags of a life about to leave behind The dishwasher clashes with the laundry room's tempo It's hardly established if there's tempo to find Is there somebody there? Amazed at the frequency of sleep deprivation Assorted lists comprised of character flaws Circle the drain and drag through the trenches Compulsively channeled into lyrics for songs Is there anything there? Demotivator Self prescribed Demotivator Cause everyone knows that it's better than nothing, than nothing at all Could handle the stress with a clearer objective With Christmas-themed cardboard sleeves that hadn't run out The collegiate curtain closed by social directive Been thrown off the deep end, told to work till you drop Is there somebody there? Predictably flagellate with every album "It's part of the process, please, spare it no thought" So bring down the house lights, and the silver screen flickers Regaling a lifetime of flubs and faux pas Is there anything there? And once again Demotivator Self prescribed Demotivator Cause everyone knows that it's better than nothing Demotivator Just to survive Demotivator Cause everyone knows that it's better accompanied with noisy guitars It's always something And it all comes back, it comes around every day Thought it all came at once, turns out it comes back in waves Empty platitudes enough to steer attention away (from the damage to the hull) The water's rising and eventually illusions will fade "It's Alright, It Always Works Out, and 19 Other Lies That You Can Tell Yourself and Laugh About" The steps make sense but you probably won't find This process when partaking in the parlance of dysfunctional minds Demotivator Everyone knows that the temporary stone can start to roll (when the hill goes down) Gotta be careful Gotta be careful Gotta get help Demotivator Self prescribed Demotivator Cause everyone knows that it's better than nothing Demotivator Just to survive Demotivator Cause everyone knows that it's better accompanied with nothing at all It destroys me
6.
Dark Alley 04:12
Sinking, anchored by your head Searching, hopeful for the end Echo, fail to realize Haven't materialized Waiting till it comes around Buried, always underground Timeless, built to traumatize Sorry, but don't apologize Tethered, ratchet down the fear Weathered, hope to disappear Alleys, lost the guiding light Darken circles under eyes Oh There’s something in the water Still unknown
7.
Spellbound 04:24
Spiral out of control And say Crawl back home again Anxious, hyperactive The weight Locks my limbs in place Spellbound by the contact Alone Guess I just couldn't be enough Guess I just couldn't be enough Guess I just couldn't be enough Guess I just couldn't be enough Open up, unpacking The load Make shit up, cause I don't know how to put it And with the next three steps, only two have been planned Seek correspondence from the notes scrawled on the backs of my hands Don't want the present, don't care for the past Scared for the future cause I know this will last See, before the mind goes, the hair thins and grays And then a foreign personality is all that remains So stay indoors and listen to more Of the bands I've come to like, you know, the ones with all the fucked up chords It's gotten cold (Spellbound) It's gotten so cold It's gotten cold (Spellbound) It's gotten so cold It's gotten cold (Spellbound) It's gotten so cold (Guess I just couldn't be enough) It's gotten cold (Spellbound) It's gotten so cold (Guess I just couldn't be enough) It's gotten cold (Spellbound) It's gotten so cold (Guess I just couldn't be enough) It's gotten cold
8.
Lethargy 06:34
The fire's barely burning Scream into the void It's snuffed out when I'm gone The fire won't last that long Live the same year over and over again It's comprised of cruel twists of fate The expectations only serve to betray The older I get the more useless I become Abandoned by fortune, well that's just my luck I just wanted to be chosen by someone or anyone Incapable of seeing all the green around my feet Logic doesn't mean much to me The fire burned out last week

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released May 19, 2020

Keego Gross - Vox, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Percussion, Keys, Synths, Samples, Lyrics

Ryan Lokugamage - Synths, Keys, Percussion

Hayden Jensen - Vox, Guitar

Lukas Fryer - Synths

Wills Van Doorn - Vox

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Mixed by Hayden Jensen

Mastered + Album Art by Keego Gross

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Combining pop songwriting with layers of distortion, often melancholic lyrics, and a complete disregard for genre boundaries to provide a uniquely challenging listen, The Birdwatchers are an experimental rock band based out of Columbia and Kansas City, MO ... more

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